Oh Lord I just committed the biggest sin of all sins in the parenting bible and had a very loud and drawn out argument with my ex in front of my poor kid. But it wasn't enoughtdo have it in front of her-I had to go and do it in front of half her soccer team, her best friend and her coach and teachers. Go big or go home I guess. I am such an asshole! In my defense I tried to walk away several times but the man kept following me like in a movie where I turned the other way and he'd turn right along with me and continue to yell at me. I know it takes two but I felt completely ambushed by his freakiness over something he had been given plenty of opportunities to avoid. And it was all over what amounts to a 3 hour over lap in the schedule! I hate that fucking schedule.
I apologized to my daughter and my other daughter and her friend and now I also feel that I should have the school call an assembly and apologize to them as well. I should apologize to the universe for all this bed energy.
I am off now to have a glass of wine and repent.
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You'll know better next time, don't beat yourself up.
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