this year I will try to live

and try not to despair
and try to remember those childhood dreams
and try to figure something out
and try to be creative
and try to be positive
and try to continue to take better care of myself
and try to laugh a lot more
and try to decide what is meaningful
and try to be mindful
and try to figure out what it menas to soar
and try not to be so depressed about love
and try not to be so depressed about money
and try not to be so depressed about my body
and try not to be so lonely