September

Back to making lists and getting things done and watching the clock.
Back to getting up early and being productive.
Being home for me, home with the girls is a choice but is also a circumstance. I try to make the most of it but I do admit to being lazy in the summer especially. Unfocused.
My natural way is to procrastinate the big stuff. Piddle around all day with the small unimportant stuff. Wasting.
Now it's back to reality as it were.

I fight the urge to label myself as a waster of life and time and money. I try to convince myself that it's worth it, that my choices are choices freely made. I try to believe that the best is yet to come, that life is long and good and gracious. That the feeling of a successful, well-lived life is not as elusive as it sometimes seems.

I'VE GOT THE BACK-TO -SCHOOL BLUES