I am shutting down this blog, not that anyone reads it anyway!! I do not feel as though I have the privacy to say what I really think or feel (hows that for irony) and end up causing more trouble for myself by editing out (or not) what I think is going to cause offence.
I feel as though the effort of maintaining hope against the obviousness of how unhappy my current partner is(with life in general and me specifically)is just becoming too heavy even to write about. The sadness just clouds everything and makes for shitty writing and I am tired of being a fucking cliche from the 50's, I am tired of trying so hard for nothing and I am tired of this being the only way I express those feelings. I too, need to cry uncle and just let whatever the worst is , happen.
I will write another blog when I have something useful to say about the world.
2 comments:
I do still read but rarely comment. It's hard to write freely when you don't have privacy, which sounds so strange on the internet.
Take care of yourself, be good to yourself.
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