And so it goes that couple X is carrying on with their plans and having more and better sex than ever (with each other) and I'm like whaaa?? A little juice goes a long way I guess and now I am seriously contemplating having an open relationship just so I can get some action from my man.
My newer and better therapist is actually helping me look at things in a more positive way and I actually spent time appreciating how R and I compliment each other and what I have learned from him. Who'd have thunk it..
Another couple has decided to divorce but are continuing to live together (him in the basement-whaa?) because they do not want to risk selling their house in the current market-although they live in a very "desirable" place and would not have to worry. Their youngest daughter (same age as my eldest) thinks they are not actually breaking up because of this.
So today I am thinking about a lifetime with someone and how long that might be and when do you know when the time is up? How can you stay strong despite the barriers and personality deficits of your chosen one?
We have been taking dance lessons-R's romance appeal and although it makes me feel like I am back in grade 5-one two three four, switch two three four-it is so lovely to be twirled around, his face tilted down smiling at me as if we are the only ones there in the middle of the afternoon. Romance indeed.
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This post poses some pprrrrty heavy questions and I don't think I'm qualified to answer any of them.
I've got not answers either. I'm going back. He's not perfect but neither am I and neither is any other man I'd end up with. We're both working on getting better. I'm working hard on telling him how I feel, what I think, on putting it out there. It's hard.
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