Thursday, November 26, 2009

What to do next?

So, I didn't get the stupid part time job that I was hoping to get, thus affirming my suspicion that I am a total loser who can't even get a stupid job, nevermind a cool one. I would've been the best candidate-and we're talking a retail job over the holidays which involves stocking shelves and scanning bottles of booze at the cash register while making small talk and smiling. I'm so pissed off that I don't know whether to be sad or pissed off! So I guess it's back to the drawing board and trying to come up with another idea for cash. I will go back to my business idea and put some more enrgy into figuring that out and my business plan.
I honestly don't know what it is-is this my karma?, is the universe arraning itself so that the only thing I can do is go for my ultimate goal with no wavering or diversion?, is it payback? I need a sign!!!!

2 comments:

fullonmommy said...

babe, i'm sorry, it sucks doesn't it? but maybe it is fate...telling you not to wait any longer.
here for support always, you know that!
build a business plan, a loose one, start sending out menus and people will order and go from there.
go basic.
just think of all your friends...they tell friends and they tell friends and whammo!!!

Anonymous said...

Well that really sucks. I know you were really hoping for that one, and it sounds like it would have been an ideal-for-now thing.

I don't know what I am going to do work wise. I am trying to not freak out and take a step at a time.