planting seeds

Once you know and can begin to accept that your relationship will not continue on in its present form I think it's easier to communicate with one another. I think for the first time in a very long time we are beginnning to do that. I feel like I haven't got as much to lose by being open and honest and I am not as tied to what he has to say. I am trying very hard to just move forward into a more honest and open place with him and I do not want him to spend his life feeling trapped nor do I want him to live a life without passion-and that means that eventually we will have to go our separate ways. Not yet. But sometime in the future this thing will have run its course. I do feel as though we are not through yet-we have a lot of learning and growing to do with each other, a deepening of our life. Not sure yet how what why where but I think we may be planting some seeds. I hope.